Three days at UC Davis

So..

Day 1: My dad and mom drove me to UC Davis and that was the first time I've been on campus. The ride there wasn't long at all, it was about 1 hour and 30 minutes. The view was ugly though. It was just a bunch of dead grass. So I got to UC Davis and was greeted with the smell of cow shit. The area I was staying at was right next to some diary farm so it smelled pretty bad. So I check in and everyone and took my ID photo. I didn't have to wait that long for anything since I went there early. While I was checking in these two dudes were like "Nugget!" so I turned back and it was some random guy (I didn't find out who he was until later on) and I was like do I know this kid? I kept trying to figure out who the guy was. But yeah, I went to my room (first one there!) The room wasn't as small as I thought. Then we met up with our group leader and played jeopardy. Then that kid joined my group! I end up remembering who he was. Anyways I'm going to call him Boy A since I don't want to put any names in here. Hmm.. I think my group won the jeapoardy. Anyways we went to eat dinner and the food wasn't as good as I thought it was. I hate how it's a buffet. The damn temptations! Oh also I met this one girl on the elevator and i'm going to call her Girl M. haha. So I ate dinner with Girl M and her roommate was with her, Girl J. So Girl J and Girl M end up being my orientation buddies. They're both vietnamese and they were pretty cool. We went to a bunch of informative lectures. BORING! I couldn't stay focus! I was so distracted with everything! That night I tried out their showers. It wasn't gross at all. It was all clean and bright. yay! Sleeping on the other hand was difficult. I laid in bed for an hour before i was able to fall asleep.

Day 2: So I had two roommates, I'm going to call them Room H and Room V. Well we all woke up at 7 because we had to take some placement tests at 8. It was so hard to wake up! 7 in the morning!!! wth. Gosh, we kept going to the same lecture hall for everything. I had to walk back on forth to the lecture hall for the math and chemistry test. I didn't take that long on the math since I didn't know shit. I was choosing all B's and C's haha. I tried making a pattern too. I didn't know anything on the math test. So obviously I failed the math. lol. I'm taking fucking intermediate algebra. hahahah That's probably like 10 grade algebra. I pass the chemistry part though but then I can't take chem since I need to pass math to take chem. booo! That night Girl M, Girl J, and I wanted to check out the other dorm area so we decided to ditch

the night activities. We're thinking of dorming together since we got along pretty well. Anyways we walked hellla far to get to the Seguno area. We tried getting in the building but my card won't work. Girl M decided to yell outside of the building to get someone to open the door. haha it was 10:30 at night too. She's crazy. So we end up walking to the night activity along with the other people. We got lost since none of us were able to read a map.

Day 3: I had to wake up at 7 AGAIN! I took a shower and packed up all my stuff since I needed to check out before 8. Anyways I signed up for my classes and everything was pretty much full. I couldn't get in anything that I originally wanted. But at the end my schedule was pretty good! my earliest class is at 9am and it's only on Thursdays. My latest class ends at 6pm! So everything is pretty good! I had my dad go in the Dining to try out the food. He didn't really like it but whatever! I end up getting my UCD sweatshirt. I got a 25% discount too but it still came out to $36. Overall orientation was fun. Oh by the way, Guy A and Guy F (the two guy that called my name at check in) went to my group area and they were telling me how they went to a damn party. I was like wow thanks for the invite! They were pretty cool Guy A is crazy!! He's so outgoing and loud. But yeah they did hella fun stuff the night before and pulled an all nighter. I totally missed out! I just slept the night before. lol. Whatever there's always next time.

Honestly, I like this better.

By the way "The Ugly Truth" is hilarious. Well maybe not hilarious but it was a good movie! Today was fun. I guess it's another girl's day out.

I'm cranky in the morning.

I had such a good sleep today until Gideon decided to call me for no reason. He was next door! Is that really necessary Gideon? I still love you though.

I was so cranky when I woke up this morning. I used to consider waking at 9 as "sleeping in" now it's too damn early. But anyways, Gideon stayed over last night because he and my little brother wanted to play some dumb games. So I couldn't even use my computer last night! I was in my bed for like an hour or more trying to go online with my phone.

I drove to the library this morning to get some chemistry books that I need in order to prepare for my assessment test this upcoming Wednesday. I ended up getting three chemistry DVDs. I guess I'm too lazy to read. I spent almost an hour on that DVD before I got distracted with the donuts I bought this morning. For someone who is on a "diet" I've been eating the worse food ever. =[

This blog is totally pointless. Okay, I need to go run now to burn off all the junk food I've eaten all day.

Because it's a good week!

Running away from a skunk. Hiking in the dark. Walking through the "forest" with 12 people and one flash light. Eating Loard's ice cream two days in a row. Mexican food two days in a row. Hanging out with Ephraim (aww!) Biking 6 miles. Almost had a bike accident with some man. Saw two deers. Oovoo-ing all night. & got a Lookbook account. Hell yeah!!!!! I love this week.

Finally, some estrogens.

I hung out with Angelica, Nicole, and Jenny yesterday. It was fun mostly because we dressed up. I love dressing up! I got ready at my house at 2:30. At the time I was oovooing with Mark and Julius but it didn't take me that long to get ready since I knew what i wanted to wear already. Anyways Angelica and Nicole came around 3:00 something. We were looking around for safety pins but couldn't find any so Angelica called Jenny. However, Angelica's smartass told Jenny she needed bobby pins (haaaaaah!) so then we had to go back to Angelica's house to get safety pins for her low ass cut dress. We went to Stoneridge mall and walked around since we were dressed all cute and shit. We didn't want to waste an outfit. Then the girls got hungry so we drove to Chevy's. During the whole ride we were talking about some personal ass stuff and Nicole kept saying "biiiiiiiitch" hella loud. It was funny though. We also talked about our boys & I guess we kind of updated each other on stuff. Then we went back to the mall because we felt hella fat from eating all that food. We were at the mall until it closes and we just went back to Angelicas house and met up with Ephraim and his boy-bandmates.

Good day over all. Here are some pictures

I'm scared now.

So a few days ago I decided to take some random chemistry test online. I failed so bad. So now I'm learning the basics of chemistry all over again. I'm just scared for college. I guess its better to prepared myself now than later. Not to mention, I forgot how to do math. I mean I can always take dumb math but I can't take dumb chemistry classes. Boo.

A good night

Last night was fun. No, the whole day was fun. I went to Cindy's house with Michelle and Anh. We got there around 3:30. We were tanning and taking pictures for the longest time. Then we got in the pool for a little bit and I gave Anh, Michelle, and Cindy a swimming lesson. After swimming we went to Yogurtland in San Ramon. Originally we were going to meet up with Kenny at Golfland but that didn't work out. Kenny took forever to get ready. So I guess the girls decided to go to Yogurtland. Before we went to Yogurtland we went to a close by Chipotle to eat. On our way to Yogurtland we stopped at this one red light and saw these three white boys. Everyone in the car was staring at them (because they were cute) and laughed. I guess they started laughing too. It was so awkward. So we went back to Cindy's house and waited for Kenny to get to Castro Valley. It took him 20 minutes to get ready this time. We met up at CV high and went down Redwood Road. Cindy was following Kenny's car and Brian was behind us. The road was scary because it was all dark and curvy and none of us knew where we were going. We end up going back to Cindy's neighborhood and walked on this trail. It was funny because the trail was in between people's backyard so we couldn't make any noise. But on our way back the sprinkler went off so we were running and screaming.

As for today.. it was the boringest day ever!

Ego

It sucks when friends grow apart. But shit happens, I guess. I still don't understand why you make it seem like our friendship is nothing. If it was important to you, you wouldn't have jeopardized it. You wouldn't throw away our friendship after one fight. YOU chose not to be friends with me anymore. It makes me sad, really. But, I'm not going to run after you. I shouldn't have to do that. I shouldn't have to beg for your friendship. I'm not your other friends. I'm not afraid of you being mad at me. I'm not going to say sorry just because you wouldn't. I'm not going to sit around asking you what I did wrong because I did nothing wrong. I've been honest with you from the start and so have you. I've taken all the shit you've told me. All the criticisms and hard truth. From time to time you have used the shit I've told you and used it against me. You have ridiculed me without knowing it. I guess it's you who couldn't handle the truth. I guess it's down to that whole ego thing again. I guess it's down to who has the bigger ego. You or me? Knowing you, you're going to wait for me to appoligize and what not. Honestly, I did nothing wrong. Like I told you before, I won't praise your actions if I don't think it's right. Well it's your life, do whatever you want. You don't need me right now. But when you do decide to come back, I'll be here.

It's really not fair

I want to hate you, really. & never talk to you again. But I just can't. I don't want to care either but I still do. I don't want to take your side but I do it anyways. Maybe I feel obligated to. I guess if you're happy I'm happy too.

Target is my new best friend!

I went to Target this afternoon and bought new comforters for my dorm. Man, I love Target! It's so cheap. I got my comforter for $20! I tried chosing one that would match with the decorations I already have at home. So I guess my dorm colors are blue, green, black, and pink. I guess red too if you count my red circle carpet thing on the wall. I also bought a body pillow, which is super comfortable and I bought a shower caddy (which I will get to use when I go to my Orientation at Davis). I spent $54 for everything today. Not so bad for all the stuff I got.

Here's a picture of my comforter

Oh by the way, Degree deodorant sucks! That crap smells like my ant spray. Someone buy me a new deodorant!

i love this song

I feel bad, really.

I know I'm not the reason why you've changed but at the same time I can't help but feel guilty about it. Okay, it's not my fault. This is all you. I just hope you get back to how you were before. I don't know. I can't seem to hate you. Maybe it's because I still see that old you. Or maybe I just have high hopes that the old you is still there.

Finally!

I ran for six minutes. That run probably didn't help me at all with the whole losing-a-few-pounds goal. Well, I guess it's a start.

This week feels so stressful. Not that I'm busy or anything but I guess I'm just worrying and thinking too much about some stuff. I just need to calm my ass down once in a while.

Anyways, I'm excited for my freshman orientation at Davis! Three more weeks!

I Don't Know Why.

So I ended up going on Shape.com earlier today and did the whole online trainer thing. I don't know why I'm so obsessed with losing weight. I don't think there's a month where I didn't mention about losing weight. Maybe it's because I never really got to it or atleast get down to my ideal weight. I just want to be fit. I need to stop making excuses and just do the damn workouts I planned to do.

here i go again

- i haven't heard from you for a while now, i miss you a lot. We used to talk all the time. Maybe it's because you're busy and I'm busy too

- stop being a little miss diva, you're not that big of a deal, get over yourself. & i think you're as fake as plastic surgery

- you're kind of in the way of things so please go away

- you're such a cool guy. i'm going to try to visit you whenever i can. i miss you dude

- you're like a brother to me, that's why I can't tell you everything. & you're such a cool person to be around, you just have good vive. you make people happy because you're always "optimistic"

- sweet V-neck, fag. but thank you for always being there for me. You're a really good friend.

- Now i know why you were the way you were, im sorry for the way i treated you. I just misunderstood our fights.

- i miss the old us, i really do. Everything was so effortless and carefree. I just want to go back to that, but i'm not sure if we can anymore.

- gosh, we totally did not "KIT" ever since you've graduated. It's not like you're even that far from me! I'll call you up one of these day.

- you're such a strong girl, I don't know how you do it. I'd be falling into pieces if i were you right now

- you're strong too. But i see potential breakdown from you.

- you seem like an amazing girl. & you're gorgeous. I have no clue what he was thinking, ahh he's stupid.

- we're probably not going to be friends later on

- you too

- and you

- you're so chill. & you're really slow. not as in stupid but you're literally slow. i still love you though

- you're gorgeous. i find it easy to talk to you about certain topics that im not even comfortable talking about it with my closest friends

- you're so smart & you're really pretty. I think you're such a sweetheart. im so glad you chose ucla, even though you're so far away from us all.

- whittteee girl! you're not even asian to me. I think your college is perfect for you, you're gonna have so much fun

- you're not as heartless as i thought you were. I think it's all a front. you're a sensative guy deep down. i just know it.

- i'm sorry for thinking you're a slut. you just looked like one when i first met you.

July 4th Weekend.

Yesterday was July 4th, ahhh best July 4th so far. I spent the whole day with my brother, Gideon, and Gideon's family. We went to Aunty Liz's house again and this time was more of a party than a hang out. Gideon's other relatives were there too. It was a fun day. We walked around the block to look at the other houses and then came back and swam. His cousin Hayden told is it'll be a short walk but we end up walking for like 30 minutes around the block. After swimming we played basketball with Danielle and Julian. I forgot what happened next but at night we swam again after we played some more basketball. Somehow Gideon's team always win. Ass. I ate so much food yesterday, mostly Burmese food since I didn't really want to eat the hamburgers. I think swimming at night is so much fun, especially when you don't have to use sunscreens and the pool is all lighted up.

Man, I ate so much this weekend. I went to a buffet today with my family and Gideon. The food was alright but I feel so fat now. I'll start working out Monday (I think that's what I've been saying the past 3 weeks).

Anyways here are some pictures from July 4th.

oovoo is fun

I Passed.

I got a 3 for the Ap Government exam. I'm not sure how I got a 3 since I really didn't learn anything at all in the class. A 3 is like the minimum requirement but I'm not complaining since I didn't even study for the test. I don't think I've ever taken notes in that class. Aww, I miss Buckley! He's such an adorable old man.

Anyways tomorrow is Sergio's birthday! Happy Birthday! It's been a year since we're friends. I guess you've turn gay ever since you started hanging out with me.