Ego

It sucks when friends grow apart. But shit happens, I guess. I still don't understand why you make it seem like our friendship is nothing. If it was important to you, you wouldn't have jeopardized it. You wouldn't throw away our friendship after one fight. YOU chose not to be friends with me anymore. It makes me sad, really. But, I'm not going to run after you. I shouldn't have to do that. I shouldn't have to beg for your friendship. I'm not your other friends. I'm not afraid of you being mad at me. I'm not going to say sorry just because you wouldn't. I'm not going to sit around asking you what I did wrong because I did nothing wrong. I've been honest with you from the start and so have you. I've taken all the shit you've told me. All the criticisms and hard truth. From time to time you have used the shit I've told you and used it against me. You have ridiculed me without knowing it. I guess it's you who couldn't handle the truth. I guess it's down to that whole ego thing again. I guess it's down to who has the bigger ego. You or me? Knowing you, you're going to wait for me to appoligize and what not. Honestly, I did nothing wrong. Like I told you before, I won't praise your actions if I don't think it's right. Well it's your life, do whatever you want. You don't need me right now. But when you do decide to come back, I'll be here.